No Biskie Beauty for me. It’s a boy.
The saddest part of the whole day was when the ultrasound first started it happened to be right there on the parts & at first I saw three little lines (what your looking for with a girl) & I thought, “I knew it! I knew it was a girl!” I was so happy for like 3 seconds & then all of a sudden it’s like his little penis just popped up out of nowhere! And then she said, “yep, I can tell you with 99.9% surety it’s a boy.” I couldn’t help but say out loud, “uh. I’m so depressed.” Dave & her both look mortified. I did cry a little as I laid there, but I tried to hold it in as best as possible. He is in every way healthy & I am grateful for that. I’m sure this will get better as the day goes on. We’ll name him soon and that will also help with bonding. For now though disappointed, I love him. I can’t wait to meet him.
A few hours later I called in for my radio interview ~ it was fun. The coolest part was at the beginning when there was a recorded song of her intro jingle & then it said “going live in 5…. 4….. 3….. 2…. “Welcome! Your listening to the Saila Rachelle Show…” It all felt very official & very cool. 
I guess I did okay. I wonder if I ever get to a point where I’m doing more interviews like say for book promotions, if I’ll get more & more comfortable with it. I hope so.
Again, if you want to listen in, the interview airs Sat. June 6 at 4:45pm (in Atlanta) on 1570am, “The Light,” or you can find it anytime after that on www.wigoam.com
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I’m sorry it’s not what you wanted. I know the disappointment you’re feeling. It’ll pass soon enough, but for now it’s COMPLETELY OKAY to feel disappointment. I can’t wait to hear the name you pick out and all the fun adventures of little Ran and your new little man bonding.
awe Grace, I’m sorry! I think it’s totally fine to cry (then and now). It’s normal to be a little disappointed and it doesn’t mean you love the new little guy any less! Give us the name soon!!